Geez,

I did stupid things. I broke up my boyfriend last saturday and I regretted it so much..

Argh,

The most beautiful thing in this life is to love someone, even the one that you love doesnt love you back..

I have a poem.. it’s written in Indonesia.. It’s nice..

permen rasa rasa manis
manis rasa rasa permen
melingkar-lingkar ku berlari
di warnamu putih ini
temui titik yang termanis

permenku
kuterjatuh di lingkaranmu krn kelalaianku
kubangkit lagi, kubertahan lagi. lagi
tetapi kutetap jatuh
jatuh jauh dari lingkarmu
memisahkan lingkar merahku dari lingkar putihmu

rasa sakit sakit kurasa
rasa sakit sakit kita rasa
mengiris kelamnya
merahku jadi gelap
putihmu jadi gelap

tanganmu tak terulur untukku
kugagal menggapai hatimu

maafkan aku merahku
kuteriak dan kumenangis
tiap malam
masih adakah harapan yang tersisa

manis rasa rasa harapan
menikmati bersama rasa baru
menyatukan kembali merah putih itu

Plugs: Jenn • Cindy •

I listened to “Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride” by Disney and “Mahalo” by Souljah a moment ago. While the music was played on, my mind and soul suddenly flew higher and higher and dropped in a land where people lying on a secluded beach, your troubles drifting away with the gentle ocean waves. Exploring lush tropical rain forests, immersing themselves in a thousand different shades of green and blue. SCUBA and snorkeling in crystal-clear waters, coming face to face with schools of rainbow-colored fish. Toast another day and catch another brilliant sunset. Dancing hula with friendly other foreigners.

While I was dreaming, I stumbled upon a website that said something like this,

“A recent shark attack off of Waianae, Oahu has made headlines across the world. However, incidents of sharks biting people in Hawaiian waters are very rare, occurring on average at a rate of about 3 or 4 per year. Fatal shark bites are extremely rare, especially considering the number of people in Hawaii’s waters.” - About.com

Made my dream melted away at once. While I was thinking about snorkeling in a clear water, meeting various kinds of colored fish, smiling to them and pulling out my hand to reach on of them… but a shark came up and bit my hand. Ouch!

Huahahaha!
Around more than 2 weeks ago, I entered to a blog site with the webmistress resides in Hawaii, and she wrote something about “Some planes in Hawaii suspended or closed down, except for the Hawaiian Airlines”, really, is that true? How is the situation there now?

Today’s question for you: Have you ever been to Hawaii? Tell me a bit of experience! Or if you haven’t, tell me what you did and felt when you went to a beach. ?

Plugs: Cindy •

Have you read this before? It’s so nice and sweet, I found it somewhere in my harddisk .. enjoy!

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Message: This is a love letter from a boy to a girl….

However,the girl’s father does not like him and

want them to stop the relationship……

So, the boy wrote this letter to the little girl.

1 “The great love that I have for you

2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you

3 grows every day. When I see you,

4 I do not even like your face;

5 the one thing that I want to do is to

6 look at other girls. I never wanted to

7 marry you. Our last conversation

8 was very boring and has not

9 made me look forward to seeing you again.

10 You think only of yourself

11 If we were married, I know that I would find

12 life very difficult, and I would have no

13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart

14 to give, but it is not something that

15 I want to give to you. No one is more

16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not

17 able to care for me and help

18 I sincerely want you to understand that

19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor

20 if you think this the end. Do not try

21 to answer this. Your letters are full of

22 things that do not interest me. You have no

23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,

24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that

25 I am still your boyfriend.”

So bad….. However, the boy told the girl

before to

“READ BETWEEN THE LINES”, meaning only to

read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13……

So…

Please read it again!….it’s nice n sweet..

Plugs: abby •

Oh, can’t you get your OWN life? By not disturbing him, calling him, telling him that I AM NOT mature enough to deal with your problem? That I am BLAH. BLAH. BLAH. I won’t ever ever contact you so please understand people you deal with first before asking them HELP!

But now, PLEASE, why can’t you STOP disturbing my bf by telling him problems? Are you still kid? Spreading your own personal matter to MANY people you meet? Including HIM? Now he MAD at me. You distract us. You make my relationship even colder.

Oh, MR. RIGHT? GET OFF FROM MY LIFE!

Plugs: Jenn • Cindy • Christine • Eunice • Ashley •

I wasn’t be able to update yesterday cause I had a fever, but till today the fever won’t go away and I cannot stand sleeping in bed all day, I try to blog something to excite myself for the entire boring day.

With a pre-fever symptons I had, I still went to Taman Anggrek Mall yesterday with my younger brothers, brought a 7th Harry Potter book with myself to accompany me while sitting in Starbucks cafe. I bought Mocca Frappuccino + Whipped Cream + Caramel Sauce + Grande Size for Rp 44.000,00 ( US$ 4.7). It’s a very tasty drink and very addictive. Every gulp is so stunning, I felt I didn’t want to miss a single thing. I remember the last coffee I purcased in Starbucks Coffee was the same coffee I bought last year, June 2006 in Bali island.

I sat for nearly 2 hours before my brother joined with me. He is a 8th-year old boy, fat but funny and fun just like Po in Kungfu Panda. He then purchased another drink: Caramel Macchiato + Tall Size for Rp 36.000,00 (US$ 3.6). It was also tasty, but still, Mocca Frappucino is tastier!

Some people especially teenagers tend to sit around Starbucks Cafe just for their own prestige, for showing-off… I dislike those people.

Anyway, I heard from my friend  Sophia, Starbucks Cafe is not too popular in America? Or in your country?

Tell me a bit about it. Do you like coffee as much as I do?

…continue reading the entry
called Coffee Addiction

Plugs: Halley • abby • Christine • Joanna • Scholasticapaige =) • Lissy • Katy • Jenn • christian •